A Letter To Jveddek


Dear Jveddek,


My bedtime chat with Nikita had gone badly. I lost my temper with her, and sometime during the night, she took her battered pillow and left. I didn't know precisely where she'd gone, but I wasn't meant to know-when a Torodinite doesn't want to be found, you don't find her. Since talking had failed so miserably, I decided to try writing down the thoughts I wanted to share with her. Writing that two-page letter seemed like it took forever, but it couldn't have taken very long since I already knew what I wanted to say. I apologized for my overreaction the night before, told her that I didn't think Anton was controlling her, and asked her to groom me sometime. I left the finished letter on top of her journal, the one thing I was positive she'd be able to find in the riot of objects strewn around the cabin.
I didn't hear any of the ghosts when they came knocking on my friends' doors in the wee hours of the morning (I heard about their visitations over breakfast). I did awaken to Madeleine's screaming. Hadn't we already had our nightly visit from her? Frustrated, I pulled my pillow over my head. I could feel the damn pillow vibrating in time with her wailing, so I eventually just threw it aside and sat up. The screaming ghost wasn't there in the cabin with me, so I decided to stay put. Besides, she and Kariya had built up such a nice rapport that I wasn't needed. Eventually, Madeleine disappeared again and the timbers stopped shaking with her misery.
Shortly before sunrise, I went up on deck to pray. The few lights on deck offered no illumination to the ocean I could hear below us. The familiar lapping of the ocean against the hull soothed me. I prayed for guidance and that Jvelto would preserve my friends during the dive for Madeleine's remains, for hers was the corpse we were to retrieve that day.
When I headed below again, Nikita had returned to our cabin. Plus, she had spread out an array of combs, brushes and some stuff I didn't recognize to groom me. She'd read my letter! Despite the number and variety of her instruments, she lamented the absence of many others (which she mentioned by name, but I didn't catch most of the list-something called "tweezers" sounded particularly unpleasant). I had no idea there were so many things a woman could do to herself in the name of beauty. I was prepared to endure a certain amount of discomfort, though, for the sake of smoothing things over with my friend. Little did I realize how much pain is involved in becoming beautiful. She was merciless with the tangles, so I tried to distract myself from the pain by asking Nikita about Anton, but she was having none of it. She countered by asking me about how things were going with Peregrine.
"Nothing to tell," I shrugged. Sad, but true.
She seemed incredulous, but she's probably used to men falling all over themselves to be near her. I guess she can't relate to unrequited attraction. I changed the subject and tried not to wince as she rolled my hair around the ornamental rods she uses in her augury spell. She'd been heating them over the lantern in our cabin, so they were just a bit too warm against my scalp.
"They're not meant to be curlers, obviously, but they work almost as well," she said. I don't know entirely what she did, but eventually, she stood back with a satisfied expression and pronounced me finished.
Thus delivered to the pinnacle of personal beauty, I headed to breakfast with Nikita. The pins or barrettes or whatever she had in there pinched my scalp in one spot, but I was afraid to touch my head for fear of undoing all that work. So, instead, I suffered through breakfast with the discomfort and tried to follow the conversation.
That's when I realized how much activity I'd missed during the night. Just as well that I wasn't a part of it, I thought to myself. In the interest of completeness, though, I'll summarize what I learned.
Jacob had made an appearance, and Kariya had followed him as he trudged to the hold. He stopped in front of the coffin with Charlotte's remains, then disappeared without answering Kariya's overtures at all. We all agreed that this new awareness of the other ghosts was pretty strange. Meanwhile, when Charlotte came knocking on Rhavin and Canliss' door later on, she begged them for help fixing Clara, her porcelain doll. The doll's legs were missing. While Canliss went back to sleep, Rhavin brought the girl down to the cargo hold, where Kariya and Nikita were struggling with the questions of whether to rearrange the child's bones, and if so, how?
They all put the girl to "bed", then resumed discussion of the bone dilemma. While the two women were comparing the merits of various divinations that might be helpful in ordering the child's skeleton, Rhavin switched a couple of bones in the girl's legs. That seemed to help, so they went back to bed...which for Nikita turned out to be the cargo hold. She hadn't mentioned why she was sleeping there to Rhavin or Kariya, and I certainly didn't volunteer our disagreement as the explanation.
Now, as we ate our oatmeal (well, Ester ate Nikita's, but she enjoyed it twice as much as Nikita would have), the others returned to discussing the possible uses of Nikita's divinations and theories of why people might dig up corpses in the first place. It was all too weird: grave robbing; rearranging skeletons; spells to see the past; spells to see the future; spells to rearrange skeletons; aversion to perfectly good oatmeal; and shipping corpses back and forth.
"You could do one of those yes-no spells..." Kariya was saying to Nikita. I thought I caught a flicker of indignation cross Nikita's face at the reference to augury as a "yes-no spell", but she suppressed it quickly and just rolled her eyes at me.
"As I was saying to Nikita earlier..." Rhavin began to no one in particular.
My mind wandered. I felt lost in the swirl of speculation and suggestions around the breakfast table. There seemed to be two or three separate conversations going on, and I couldn't really follow any of them. Whatever had been pinching my scalp had worked itself looser while I had been trying to pay attention. After what must have been several minutes of contemplating my nearly empty oatmeal bowl, I forced myself back to the talk.
"Right," Kariya was responding to something Rhavin had said. "She might be an angry ghost now, but maybe before she was a
pleasant ghost-but still a ghost, and they wanted to get rid of the ghost by-"
"Naw," Ester broke in. "She said she 'was resting in peace.'"
As if to jog our memories, Ester made an angry face and bellowed, "I WAS RESTING IN PEEEEACE!!"
We all laughed at her imitation-I nearly choked on the last bite of my oatmeal. Thank goodness the mess had emptied out before that little display. However, I did hear the clatter of several bowls hitting the deck: she must have caught Fish Boy by surprise as he helped Basil clear the breakfast dishes. After a few moments of laughter, my friends resumed talking in circles.
"So, if we go to the graveyard..." someone was saying as I fidgeted with a curl, wondering how Donar would have felt about Nikita's unorthodox use of her augury spell components.
"...oh, we're going to the mausoleum. Not by choice, but we're going..." Rhavin was saying to someone else.
"I guess we have to ask where the proper gravesite is," Nikita mused. Apparently, she'd done a divination to discover that the key to laying the ghosts to rest was to lay them in their proper graves-she'd asked in reference to ordering Charlotte's bones, but that was the answer she'd gotten. "There's no other way for us to find out."
"You should ask that for each body individually, right?" Rhavin speculated.
"That's a lot of gems," Kariya frowned.
"A lot of days, too," Nikita added. "I can only cast the genius spell twice a day if I don't use..."
"We have a lot of days, though, between bodies," Kariya countered.
"Do we have the gems, though?" Nikita asked.
Kariya sighed. "That's the question."
Apparently, that wasn't the only question. Talk turned to just where this "proper gravesite" might be for each of the bodies. Was it on the island we were approaching? Or was it the island where the captain had picked up the bodies in the first place? Were they all from the same island?
"We could also ask why the Grabens are stealing the bodies at some point," Nikita added.
"Body stealing!" Ester spat. "What do you want a body for?"
I was sure I had no idea. That's why I'll be glad to get back to Istur, where we bury our dead at sea...and they stay there...and stay dead.
Just as I was thinking that, the others returned to the discussion of how to make our next dive-the one at the especially deep site. I wasn't sure how much more talk was needed on that score, since we seemed to simply rehash the same problems without making any decisions. However, we still had a full day before reaching the dive site, which was plenty of time for my friends to overplan.
Canliss already had his own plan. Of that I had little enough doubt, and when he abruptly asked Rhavin for the light rock, that piece of glowing quartz that Rhavin had recovered from the acid pool in Firestorm, I was certain he was up to something-he would never ask for a rock that wasn't worth a few hundred gold otherwise. The distracted paladin dropped the quartz, still hanging from the twine necklace I'd fashioned, into Canliss' six-fingered hand. It was a trivial enough interaction at the time, but I can't believe we gave Canliss the one light source that worked underwater. When did Canliss join the breakfast discussion, anyway? He wasn't here when Nikita and I arrived...was he? How does he do that?
The plan for the second dive was slowly taking shape. The slow part was debating who among my friends would wait at the one
hundred foot depth for Canliss and me, the two doing the deep dive. Rhavin volunteered, but Nikita tried to dissuade him.
"What would you do at a hundred feet?" Kariya asked, quite reasonably.
"You wait," replied Ester (who can't swim), "and if something bad happens, you suck it up."
"Actually, if something bad happens," Canliss broke in, "Jven and I could flee up to there to get some help."
My gods, Canliss made a good point, and I was forced to agree with him. Agreeing with Canliss: I didn't like the way the day was shaping up on that basis alone.
"If we come up and we're scared," he went on, "no one will be able to catch up with us anyway."
Another good point from Canliss. Damn, now I was scared.
"We could at least cast some protection spells on you before you go," Nikita offered. I couldn't help but think about how close those zombie sharks came in spite of my friend's protective magic before the last dive, but I said nothing.
I was getting distracted again. I got up from the table and wandered over to have a word with Basil-no one seemed to notice. I asked him if he would be willing to accommodate me with an empty barrel or tub for later on. I knew I'd need a good ale to wash the buzzing of this planning session out of my ears. Basil was not only sympathetic, he was only too happy to promise a suitable container. He allowed as how he'd quite enjoyed the last ale I'd created in the Oceanlord's name (not the way he put it), despite the terrible, sticky mess of having ale all over the galley.
"Jven?" Canliss called me back to the table. "Jven, how well will invisibility help us if I cast it on both of us?"
"Something has to be able to see in order for invisibility to matter," I replied. At the depths we were going to, vision was not likely to be the primary sense for any of the creatures we might encounter. "They can smell you."
"That only hurts us," Rhavin put in after a moment's reflection.
"Yes," agreed Kariya. "We wouldn't know if you were hurt."
"I could go and help," Rhavin offered again.
"No you can't," Nikita stared at him.
"You need hands down there, I'm telling you!" he countered.
"I can have hands down there," Canliss pointed out. "You can't survive that pressure for long, and I can."
I wished Canliss would stop making sense. That was almost as disturbing as...well, strike that. Nothing was disturbing as what I'd seen in Ravenloft so far.
"Okay, 'for long'...but, for a while..." he broke off when he saw Nikita's expression. "...I could definitely last ten minutes..."
Nikita was continuing to stare at him in disapproval.
"...I could probably make fifteen minutes. That's forever!"
"No," said Nikita with rather more authority than I thought she had in her.
"Rhavin, stay in the boat," I sighed. "I had to haul your ass back to the surface last time. You're in the boat."
Poor Rhavin. He looked crestfallen. The discussion continued for a few more minutes in this vein.
The ironic thing is, Nikita ended up slated to go down to the ninety-foot level, while Rhavin stayed in the boat. Nikita is the only one of us who can relay messages from the ocean floor to the surface with the telepathy spell, so that was the rationale for her dive to ninety feet. However, I don't know how we decided that she should be there by herself.
By this time, dawn had long since come, so I headed up on deck for my morning prayers. To my surprise, Captain Garvyn had taken the wheel that morning. Poised, beard trimmed, he cut a striking and unfamiliar figure against the rose-gray sky. When Garvyn greeted me, he expressed every confidence that my friends and I would succeed in our task. I wished I could have shared his faith in us, but I tried not to discourage him. His men, particularly the newer crew, needed to see him in that position of strength. He seemed to have arrived at that conclusion, too: he allowed as how it was time to "take charge" again. His appearance cheered me, and I settled onto the deck to pray with a hopeful smile.
There was another surprise that morning, too. Strange, kelp-like seaweed floated on the waves. As I looked out, I noticed the long leaves occasionally flipping or floating aside, allowing bubbles to break on the surface. Garvyn didn't know what it was, and I certainly didn't recognize it. Unfortunately, Ravenloft has instilled a distrust of the unfamiliar in me, so I'm embarrassed to tell you that I was unsettled by the curious plants. Yes, it's true: I've become so paranoid that even vegetation seems threatening. In fact, I was so uneasy about this seaweed that I asked Canliss to bring back a bit of it when he took his morning swim.
"If you can...safely," I added.
He shot me an indignant look. "I am not Rhavin or Nikita."
Ha! He certainly wasn't Nikita: I was ninety-nine percent sure the sailors weren't discussing the size of his "jugs" over their rum rations.
Canliss seemed as eager to get on with the recovery of Madeleine's remains as I was. He wanted to try settle on which animal form or forms to take during the dive. I didn't try to stop him from taking a swim in spite of my uneasiness over the bubbling kelp-he would have just ignored my concern anyway.
He didn't really say how long he was planning to swim, either. I suppose he figured no one would care if he got eaten by zombie sharks or hopelessly ensnared in some kind of evil, man-eating seaweed. I lingered on deck for his return with a sample of the kelp-like plant.
Several minutes passed. I looked off the starboard sterncastle, where I thought I'd seen Canliss descend in bird form. No sign of anything but a school of mackerel, and I was sure he hadn't shapeshifted into a whole school of fish. I recalled the last time he practiced shifting into different forms: the sailors on deck had been fascinated by the spectacle. Now, the men on deck all went about their business as if he hadn't shown up on deck at all. Had any of them spotted him? After several more minutes, I began to truly worry about him and sought out our friends in the galley.
"Canliss disappeared," I blurted out as soon as I saw them. "It might be my fault."
No one seemed at all bothered by his disappearance, and normally, I would have shared their reaction. By this time, however, I was picturing the mage trapped in a tangle of enraged Man-Eating Seaweed of Death that I (however innocently) had asked him to bring back for me. I told them about the peculiar seaweed and that I'd asked Canliss to bring some back for me.
"All right," Kariya sighed as she pushed away from the table. "Let's go check out this seaweed."
To placate her paranoid cleric friend, Nikita climbed up to the highest crow's nest, up on the main mast. She reported that the sailor on watch up there had been observing Canliss' shapeshifting from the time he first hit the water. Kariya related this information to me (Nikita had cast telepathy to communicate what she saw from the crow's nest to Kariya), and she kindly tried to reassure me. Nikita reported his movements for several minutes before starting back down to the deck. I was relieved, but I did feel like a bit of an ass for worrying. Now that I look back on it, my anxiety over the situation tells me that I really need to start drinking at breakfast again-I'd fallen out of the habit in Firestorm.
I shook off my embarrassment over the Canliss situation and started for the ladder to go below. Just then, Canliss arrived, dumping a dripping green mass of vegetation onto the deck. It had a huge trunk with thick, shiny leaves the width of a man's torso. I'd definitely never seen anything like it. After a moment's inspection, however, I decided that it looked harmless enough after all. Wilted and sopping, it hardly menaced us now. "Man-Eating Seaweed of Death" indeed.
"Thanks for bringing this back," I said to Canliss, who looked none the worse for wear. If anything, he was quite chipper.
"No problem," he grinned. "I had a nice relaxing swim."
"Canliss, where have you been? We were worried about you," Nikita chastised.
I really hadn't been going to bring that up to him, so I stared at my feet.
"What? I told Jven where I was going. I didn't leave sight of the ship."
Yep, those feet of mine were awfully interesting. Hadn't I been on my way to meet Peregrine for my shift?
"Well," Nikita replied, "it's just that you were gone for a long time."
"I wasn't worried," Rhavin put in, making me feel even more like an ass.
"See," Canliss gestured toward the paladin. "Rhavin has faith in me."
"I didn't say I didn't have faith in you. We were just worried."
"So did you investigate the seaweed?" Kariya asked him in a businesslike tone. That's what I love about our Kariya: she'd already moved on from the question of whether or not we should have worried about Canliss. I stopped staring at my boots.
"How do you investigate seaweed?" Nikita wondered aloud.
Rhavin chuckled. "Why would Canliss bring us back information?"
"I was just out getting a little exercise," Canliss said.
I was just finally breaking away from the group with thoughts of doing some navigation when Peregrine emerged with the astrolabe for the noon reading. All business, he walked right past us without so much as a glance at me or the seaweed. Thank goodness I wasn't going to have to explain that little scene.
I wandered over to meet him.
"Hello," he returned my cheery greeting. "I-I-I was just-"
"I know," I smiled.
"Um..." he started again.
"How far along are you?" I asked. "Let me catch up."
"W-W-Write this down..." he stammered. He was struggling to hold a few sheets of scratch paper and a quill between his knees while he used both hands for the astrolabe.
Wanting to be helpful, I reached over to snatch up the paper. I knew it was a bad idea as soon as my fingers closed on the sheets. His knees began to shake more noticeably. Oh no-the astrolabe-
My hand closed on the expensive instrument a foot or so from the deck. By dumb luck, I'd managed to make a blind catch of the thing as it tumbled out of Peregrine's hands. I breathed a sigh of relief and wondered (not for the first time that morning) if I wouldn't have been better off staying in my bunk for the day.
"Sorry," I managed to say. My ears felt unpleasantly warm.
"Th-thank you," he smiled. He was either blown away by my lightning reflexes, or he was laughing at me. Either way, I was treated to a glimpse of his perfect teeth.
"D-Don't mention it," I handed him the astrolabe as the warmth in my ears spread to my cheeks. "Sorry about that."
"No...really. That's okay," he continued smiling.
Yep, that was definitely amusement I was seeing, and it was contagious: I caught Stubbs snickering as he walked by with his bucket. The corners of my mouth twitched until I finally had to chuckle, too.
With the near-calamity of the astrolabe behind us, we picked up where Peregrine left off in his readings. My own measurement was off from his by only a few minutes, but I was prepared to repeat it anyway. To my surprise, he didn't suggest checking our measurements. Stunned though I was, I kept my mouth shut. Instead, I repeated my own work, wondering if he would view it as a tacit invitation to redo his. He didn't. This time, I was even closer to his measurement.
I'd never seen Peregrine so confident before. He stood up a little straighter and fidgeted a bit less that afternoon. I should have been pleased, but I couldn't help but think of Captain Garvyn at the wheel this morning. I'd never seen him so poised, either. What if there was something unnatural about their sudden self-assurance? I didn't have long to dwell on that unpleasant idea.
"W-We need to go to the charts t-to make sure that everything is in order," he said. "D-Do you want to join me?"
"Absolutely," I replied with an enthusiasm that was frankly excessive. No one (other than shy, clueless Peregrine) could possibly think I was that excited about the charts.
I made a note to relate my observation regarding Peregrine's confidence to the group, even though doing so guaranteed teasing about what hand I might have had in improving it. Honestly, Old Man, I don't know where my friends get such filthy notions-they seem like such nice people otherwise.
At the end of all that, I fell into what had become my habit of telling Peregrine all the amusing stories I could think of. That evening, I decided to tell him about some of Halberto's exploits in name of romantic attention. I told him about the time Halberto asked Walleye Pete's niece to sit on his knee, and she told him she would when pigs flew. I can still see him with that catapult outside her bedroom window...
Anyway, after recounting a few of the other incidents in Hal's love life, I noticed that Peregrine seemed a bit uncomfortable. Finally, he gave me a sideways glance.
"I-I don't think I could ever do that," he stammered.
"Well," I smiled, "Halberto is his own breed. Most people wouldn't go to that length."
I sensed Peregrine needed a change in the tone of the conversation, so I switched subjects to tell him about Walleye Pete and how my nephew works in his famous fish market. I couldn't stay much longer, though, so I excused myself to meet my friends for the nap spell we'd agreed to do before dinner.
I arrived in at the cargo hold just as Nikita was wrapping up a ceremony over Charlotte's remains. She'd also blessed the skeleton before we got there. After this morning, I didn't even ask where Canliss was despite his conspicuous absence. My friends were unlikely to know where he was anyway. Instead, I just settled into a free space on the timbers and prepared to nap. We waited a while for Canliss, but when Ester realized that we risked missing dinner, she looked so upset that we decided to put off the nap until after the meal.
At dinner, I told my friends that Peregrine and Captain Garvyn both seemed much more confident that day. I asked if any of them
had made similar observations.
"Garvyn too?" asked Kariya, as if the shy navigator was usually the epitome of poise.
"He was at the wheel this morning when I went up to pray," I responded.
"Really?"
"Yes, and his beard was all nice and trimmed."
Ester beamed. "I had a talk with Garvyn."
Rhavin raised an eyebrow. "You did?"
"I asked where the graveyard was," she nodded, happy to contribute to our information.
Rhavin sat forward attentively. "Did he answer you?"
"He told me there's a graveyard on the island. That's why he thought it was odd that they wanted the ship to take the bodies from the island to the mausoleum," she replied in a self-satisfied tone. "And I said, 'yes, that is odd.'"
We all exchanged looks. It was beginning to sound more and more like we needed to return to the island where the captain had originally picked up his grisly cargo. Before anyone could remark on this, however, Ester changed the subject.
"So how was Peregrine different?" the giantess asked me. "Was he like Nikita gets when she gets real excited and talks real fast?"
She was referring to our friend's episodes of mania, the last of which occurred on that tropical island I don't like to think about. Nikita, however, doesn't realize that she has these manic periods, so she looked terribly hurt and confused by Ester's question. I wasn't about to touch that one-definitely a job for Rhavin-so I just stuck to what I'd seen in Peregrine that day. I allowed as how I'd been trying to work on his confidence, but I could scarcely take credit for an overnight change like the one I'd witnessed.
Canliss smirked. "You've been trying to 'work on his confidence'?"
"A little bit," I shrugged, trying to sound casual, but my mage friend wasn't convinced. He looked ready to launch into some full-scale teasing.
"It's my professional duty, Canliss," I glowered.
At least Kariya took my observations about Peregrine and the captain seriously.
I don't know what to say about that," she admitted, "We should keep it in mind."
We resolved to watch the other sailors for similar behavior and left it at that.


Once in the cargo hold, we all bedded down as Kariya reviewed aloud what we wanted to learn from the ghosts the next time we saw them. We wanted to know where they were buried and if they were buried properly, she reminded us.
"I don't think Charlotte will be much help," Nikita said.
"Oh, c'mon, she's been a great help," Kariya disagreed.
"We tried to question her before," Rhavin pointed out.
"Well, we're not going to ask her how she died. She knows she's dead..." Kariya responded.
About that time, Nikita finished the prayer to invoke the nap spell, abruptly ending the conversation. An hour later, we awoke to the sound of Rhavin pouncing on Ester to practice wresting. A moment's assessment told me that a prudent priestess would get out of their way as soon as humanly possible. Besides, it was nearly time for the sunset navigation check, so I slipped off.
In spite of my concern that there might be something unnatural about Peregrine's new confidence, I found myself hoping that he'd be able to sustain it for his own sake. Things seemed to go well enough when we took our measurements, although I was a bit distracted for the usual reasons. Unfortunately, my calculations suffered, and I was about fifteen degrees off from Peregrine's work. We exchanged alarmed looks.
"A-A-Are you sure?" he asked, self-doubt flooding back into his tone. "P-Perhaps we should measure again."
"Yes," I sighed glumly. "Why don't we do that."
Great. Taking stock of the day, I'd made an ass of myself over the seaweed business, nearly caused the destruction of the precious astrolabe, and now I'd trampled our navigator's first sign of self-esteem into the dust. There's a day a loyal servant of Jvelto can be proud of.
When we repeated our work, we each got different numbers than before. Our results were only eight degrees apart this time, but that was still a substantial difference-if we were only a couple degrees off from the location of Madeleine's corpse, we'd never find her remains!
"Um...um...all right," Peregrine took a deep breath and tried to remain calm. I did no such thing, as I was entirely horrified by the prospect that on top of everything else, I might contribute to getting us lost, too. I suddenly felt too warm.
We agreed to make one more measurement. This time, our numbers were much closer to each other, but they were substantially different than our other attempts.
"Well, maybe we could average," Peregrine suggested. "That's usually the wisest course when the numbers don't match."
I wasn't too sure, since our last numbers were awfully different from the others.
"Okay," I agreed. "But let's average all of the numbers, as opposed to just the last two."
Naturally, that approach guaranteed that we'd be off. However, it would probably make for a smaller course correction in the morning than if we picked the wrong set of measurements to trust-and there was no way to be sure which set of measurements was more correct. We were losing the light, so we were stuck with the numbers we had.
"That's a very good idea," Peregrine concurred. Unable to bear the sight of us struggling with our measurements, the sun had finally fled the horizon. I wouldn't have been surprised if it hadn't set a few minutes early out of embarrassment for me that day. It left the unusually clear evening sky with a flash of green.
Peregrine pointed out the green flash to me, saying, "Th-th-that's a good luck sign."
I'd never heard of that particular superstition.
"Well," I replied. "we all could use some luck."
I suggested getting our rum rations. A nice bracing slug of rum would have done my spirit a lot of good, but I was willing to settle for the swill in Basil's stores instead.
"B-but we have to do calculations first," Peregrine protested.
"Well, sure," I said. "We'll get the rum after."
"Oh...I suppose."
Our routine with the calculations did make that rum an awfully long time in coming. At last, Peregrine put down his compass and we went to find Basil for the alcohol. Basil must have seen the look on my face because he was a bit generous with my ration that evening. Either that, or he'd witnessed my struggle to sip my rum with Peregrine before.
We had barely sat down with our drinks when Madeleine's nightly screaming commenced. I sighed and tossed back my rum before leaving to find her.
Up on deck, the ghost had interrupted Rhavin and Ester at wrestling practice (apparently the cargo hold had insufficient space). When I got there, Nikita was finishing up a blessing on the screaming woman. Ester was asking Madeleine something. I found out later she was questioning why someone would dig up her body.
"I DON'T KNOW!! I DON'T KNOW!! WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT?! WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT?!" came the answer.
Canliss had emerged from below decks, cross expression on his face and muttering to himself. At least the supernatural screaming spared us from hearing him.
"WHY WOULD THEY TAKE ME FROM MY FAMILY PLOT?!" Madeleine continued.
Ester screamed another question to her, this time asking where her family plot was.
"WHY DID THEY TAKE ME?! WHY?!...WHY?!...WHYYYYYYY?!!"
"WHERE?!" screamed Ester, barely audible over the din.
"WHY?!"
"WHERE?!"
Nikita was casting again, a bless spell judging from the gesture. The resulting reduction in vibration at least assured that I would only have a terrible headache after Madeleine disappeared, rather than having my head shake right off my neck. In the meantime, Kariya joined the shouting.
"Madeleine!" she shouted, "We want to return you to your rightful burial place!"
"WHERE WERE YOU BURIED?! WHERE?!...WHERE?!" Ester continued to scream.
"IN MY FAMILY PLOT!!" Madeleine answered. Well, duh. For a ghost who wanted to be laid to rest, she certainly wasn't being very helpful.
"WHAT IS YOUR FAMILY NAME?!" Ester shouted.
"WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT?!"
"Where is your family plot?" Kariya yelled. "What island? Where are you buried?"
"IN THE STERN FAMILY PLOT!!" came the screamed reply. Now that was something we could use. "IN THE STERN FAMILY PLOT!!...IN THE STERN FAMILY PLOT!!..."
"ARE YOU CHARLOTTE'S MOTHER?!" Ester screamed, forgetting that we'd already learned that the little girl's mother was named Louisa.
"No!" Kariya and I shouted a reminder to Ester, who couldn't hear us while Madeleine continued screaming.
"IN THE STERN FAMILY PLOT!"
"ARE YOU CHARLOTTE'S MOTHER?!"
"Ester, no!" Kariya repeated.
In the meantime, Nikita had collapsed on the deck with laughter at the scene. Just beyond, Canliss had hidden his head in his hands, shoulders shaking. I was sure he was laughing, too. Ester suddenly remembered that we had already discovered the name of Charlotte's mother, so she abruptly stopped screaming at the ghost.
"Did the Grabens disturb your grave?" Kariya shouted one last question, but Madeleine was disappearing.
I left my friends (including Nikita, still helpless with laughter) to create ale in the galley for the sailors. After all, it was getting late, and Basil had gone to the trouble of getting a barrel for me. That, and the fact that I really need a good draft of ale to wash Madeleine out of my ears and the dreadful rum out of my mouth.
The barrel was already waiting for me.
"Evening, fellas," I greeted the handful of sailors already waiting with their tin cups. I had to speak up, since everyone's ears were still ringing.
"Is it time?" Jolly asked eagerly.
Ester wasn't long in joining us around the barrel, and the sailors greeted her loudly. The fun-loving giantess has become a great favorite with them. As much as they like her, however, no one took up her friendly challenge to a wrestling match-I hadn't created enough ale for that offer to seem like a good idea to the much smaller men.
"Kariya!" Ester shouted cheerfully to the mage as she entered. The sailors echoed her greeting heartily.
More sailors piled into the galley behind Kariya. Kariya had to push through the crush when she left again with two tin cups brimming with ale-I didn't think she drank much, but perhaps the Madeleine encounters take more out of her than I thought.
Before long, the barrel was empty, and I began bidding the men good night. I spied Peregrine out of the corner of my eye, still nursing his rum. Had he been in the galley the entire time? I made my way over to him.
"Good night, Peregrine," I said. "I, um, I'm going to go to bed."
"G-Good night," he answered. After a moment, he added, "W-Would you like to finish this?"
I looked at the proffered rum. Two-thirds of his ration remained.
"Are you sure you don't want it?"
"That's quite alright."
It would have been a shame to waste rum, even below-average rum, so I gratefully accepted the drink.
"Here's to accurate calculations," I toasted before quaffing the contents of the cup. I didn't add "let's hope we make some tomorrow," although I was definitely thinking it.
"Oh!" he smiled, "Very good!"
I told myself that I was choosing not to invite him back to my cabin because he might be lost forever in Nikita's heaping mass of junk, but really I just lacked the nerve. It would be so much easier if he weren't quite so shy. Instead, I excused myself and walked back to my cabin alone.
When I arrived, I heard my friends talking in Kariya's cabin. At first I thought they were talking about our plans for the next day,
but then I heard Ester say she'd see Rhavin his five candles and raise him two...I guess they finally found a use for all those candles we'd hoarded from Madreus' apartments in Firestorm Peak. I joined them, and while Kariya dealt me in, she and Rhavin told me about their encounter with Jacob that evening.
They'd learned that Jacob's last name was Cooper, and that he had been a barrel-maker. Horst Graben had killed Jacob with his own cooper's tools, and the man's ghost believed that one of the Grabens had buried him on Graben Island. Jacob didn't know of any relation to the Stern family.
As they finished telling me about this Jacob encounter, Nikita wrapped up her spell. She'd been casting personal reading. Apparently, Nikita learned that Lucretia Graben was a novice midwife who was mistrusted. She also learned that Horst Graben was a skilled, successful and highly respected jewelry dealer. Horst was violent, a loyal servant, and a perfect liar. Those revelations spawned more questions and speculation.
"A loyal servant of whom?" I wondered aloud.
Kariya raised an eyebrow. "A perfect liar?"
"He fits several of Canliss' personality traits," Rhavin teased.
"Canliss is not violent," Nikita spoke up in the mage's defense. "Canliss is not respected."
Hmm. Maybe she wasn't exactly defending him after all.
"Why would a jewelry dealer be running around killing people?" Nikita asked of the group. Now that was a worthy question. What possible motivation could a jewelry dealer have for killing a cooper?
"He's somebody's servant," I pointed out. See, Old Man? Sometimes I pay attention.
"Probably the head of the Graben family," Kariya speculated.
There started to be more discussion than poker, and my head starts to hurt whenever they discuss the finer points of Nikita's divinations and what they might mean. Therefore, I will simply summarize the ensuing "what's in a name discussion" by saying that Kariya asked the excellent question of how Madeleine knows her son's name if she died in childbirth. From there, we brought up other questions, like how long ago the ghosts died.
I took off to start this letter and pray for the wisdom to reconcile my faith with the theological meaning of what I'd seen in Ravenloft so far-despite evidence that even I must acknowledge, I am shaken by the idea that burial at sea did not put these souls to rest.
The discussion about the ghosts continued in my absence, culminating in another discussion about what sort of question would be most useful for a genius spell. After a great deal more talk (I don't know this for sure, but it's a reasonable assumption), Nikita cast the spell to ask "why are the Grabens digging up bodies and having them moved to their mausoleum?" The answer her spell yielded raised the hair on the back of my neck when they told me about it later: "self-preservation."
Of course, that answer only begat more questions about what "self-preservation" meant. Are the Grabens ghouls (whatever those are)? Were they using some sort of necromantic magic to extend their lives? Is there some sort of threat posed by the presence of the bodies in the Stern family plot? If so, what could that be? The only real conclusion my friends could reach is that we can't take the bodies to Graben mausoleum: we needed to take the corpses back to their family plot.
By the time I rejoined them, the game had changed to "go fish" and the topic of discussion had changed to how to keep the bodies, upon return to their graves, from being simply exhumed again. Presumably, there were still Grabens on the island with the Stern family plot, and we had no reason to believe that they wouldn't remove the corpses again.
"Maybe we could enlist some help from the surviving Grabens," someone suggested.
Nikita wanted to show Ester some of the Torodinite card games, like thieving jack or the black queen's intrigue, but they were all much to complicated for someone who couldn't master "go fish". Ester had been asking me for a two on each of her turns, and her large hands were clutching something like a dozen and a half cards-there had to be a pair of something in there. The game had long since lost its appeal for Kariya, who took Ulfie up on deck to play. Clearly, she didn't want to explain the finer points of "go fish" to Ester, either.
Weary of rehashing the same questions, we broke up the card game for a non-magical catnap in our respective cabins. I think I'd just drifted off when I awakened suddenly to Nikita's screams.
"Nikita!" I jumped up to shake my friend free of her nightmare. My friend has been plagued by nightmares for some time now, so I was certain that was the cause of her screams.
The others came rushing into our cabin about the time Nikita awakened with a look of terror on her face.
"Nikita!" cried Kariya. "What happened?"
My friend shuddered and swallowed hard before answering. "It-it was just a dream. I'm sorry."
I exchanged looks with everyone else present. We all knew that Torodinites never had anything they would describe as "just" a dream.
"I-I had a dream about my family," Nikita said. "But it's alright now."
"I'd hate to see what happens when you had a bad dream," Ester yawned.
Rhavin gave Nikita a sympathetic look, and I heard him whisper, "We'll talk later."
Nikita allowed as how she needed to pray. I offered to pray with her, and to my relief, she readily agreed. Even after our prayers, she seemed shaken. I could tell that she didn't want to discuss it, so I didn't press her for details as to why a dream about her family would upset her. Besides, Rhavin was clearly on the case.
At long last, a new day arrived. Up on deck for my morning prayers, I hoped for a better day than the previous day had been. Although I faced the seaweed-choked ocean, I could hear Ester practicing her swordplay behind me. Afterward, I stopped by my cabin to ask Nikita if she was planning to come to breakfast. I was pleased when she said she would come.
The others were displeased with the presence of the kelp-like plant.
"Before, we were seeing fifty feet," Rhavin lamented. "Now we see five."
Definitely not ideal, but I groaned to myself as I felt the threat of a complete re-think of the dive plan coming on.
"Fish-Boy here," Ester said with a gesture at Canliss, "has been in the kelp twice, and he still doesn't know how far down it goes."
Fish-Boy (Basil's galley assistant, not our six-fingered mage) wheeled around upon hearing his name. "Need somethin'?"
"Oh, I'm sorry," Ester apologized as Fish-Boy sat down next to her with his own ration of oatmeal. "We call Canliss 'Fish-Boy' sometimes."
I looked at the others. I've called Canliss a lot of stuff, but never "Fish-Boy."
"He's not Fish-Boy!" replied Fish-Boy indignantly.
"You're right," Ester acquiesced, trying to smooth things over with the sailor.
Fish-Boy gave Canliss a hard look and moved to get up from the bench. "You challenge my 'Fish-Boy' title?"
Poor Canliss. To his credit, he didn't open his mouth-he must have had a flash of insight recognizing that when he opens his mouth, he just makes things worse.
"No!" cried Ester, still trying to be the diplomat. "He doesn't deserve the name 'Fish-Boy'."
"That's right!" the real Fish-Boy proclaimed.
"I was being thoughtless," Ester apologized. "You're ten times the Fish-Boy he'll ever be."
Somehow, things degenerated into an invitation for Ester to try bobbing for fish. Apparently, his keenly developed talent for this activity earned Fish-Boy his name.
"I never bobbed for fish before!" said Ester excitedly. Not surprisingly, she and Fish-Boy were the only two people at our table who expressed any interest in the game. I excused myself to do the morning navigation measurements.
"Wait, Jven!" Ester called after me. "What's the plan again?"
"How should I know?" I answered. As far as I knew, Canliss and I were doing the deep dive, and anyone else thinking of getting wet that day would probably still be arguing about it in the battered longboat on the way to the dive site.
Peregrine was already making his measurements with the astrolabe when I arrived on deck. Perhaps I was too hasty in my attempt to catch up, as my measurements were quite different from his.
"Shit," I cursed softly. Then I vaguely remembered Mom saying something about nice men not liking girls who used that sort of language. Oh well, too late.
Naturally, we repeated our readings, but our numbers still didn't agree.
"Um, well, that doesn't make any sense," Peregrine said, nervously running his fingers through his hair. His hair looks wonderfully soft and glossy. "Um...well...we probably still have some time to take another reading."
It would be our last reading of the morning, so I hoped we would be able to reconcile the numbers.
"I hate it when this happens," he admitted.
"Me too," I answered with a sigh and another expletive.
"Well, either we need to keep going due east...or, we need to go...northeast...depending on how you look at these," he gestured toward the data we'd scratched down. He paused for a moment. "Well, maybe that will change after we've done the calculations."
After a moment's additional thought, he pointed in the general direction of the sunrise. "Somewhere that way."
Oh boy. It was going to be a long morning. My disappointment must have been evident.
"We're close, though," Peregrine gave me a hopeful look. "Maybe at noon we'll know better."
I was beginning to think it just possible that he'd do better without my so-called help. We collected our gear and adjourned to the charts for the remainder of the morning's calculations.
"I-I wouldn't mention anything about this to anybody until we're sure...A-at noon, perhaps. I think we could just keep this between ourselves...y-you understand." He gave me a sheepish look.
Conscientious Peregrine was asking me to...to what? Do anything that navigators haven't done since the profession was born? I didn't know of any navigators who would mention a possible error to his captain until a course correction was clearly needed and calculated, ready to go. Why was I so shocked to hear this suggestion come from Peregrine? I didn't answer him because I didn't know what to say. I wasn't about to make a promise to him unless I thought I could fulfill it. In spite of all that, I'm ashamed to admit, some part of me was secretly pleased that he felt comfortable enough to ask something of me.
Instead of committing myself to a possible lie, I suggested that we study our figures, and he readily agreed. Unfortunately, our numbers once again disagreed. As usual, there was no way to know if either number was close to being correct.
"Um, um, this is why I always like to check multiple times," Peregrine stammered as he began double-checking his work. How could he be so good-natured about all the recalculating? I was becoming frustrated.
I sighed and picked up my quill again. "I'm afraid I'm coming around to your way of thinking."
This time, we pointed in the same direction and said, "That way!" in unison. We exchanged relieved smiles and prepared the course adjustment needed. Then he began to brief me on just how large an area we would need to consider in our search.
"At least, this is about as close as we can figure, given the size of the circle" said Peregrine. He pointed to an unpleasantly large circle designated as our search area. "We're somewhere in this circle. At least, I think so...I hope so."
"Have faith," I said as much to myself as to the navigator.
"I-I won't say 'if' to the captain, of course...I always say 'are' and 'will'..." he stammered to me, "A-and you sh-should t-tell y-I'll tell the captain t-to stop the ship here, and you should tell your friends...and...and you should tell them that this is the place...because it...it's the code of navigators."
Well, I didn't have any reason to believe that we couldn't be in the right place, I rationalized. I felt strongly that we had to look here, even if we weren't one hundred percent sure where in the projected search area we were. However, if things got bad, I wanted to be able to tell my friends to consider moving to a different site within the search area without breaking a promise to Peregrine.
I said simply, "I understand."
At my request, Peregrine walked me back to my cabin. I've noticed that he never offers, but he's always willing to do it if I ask.


Finally, it was time for my friends and I to pile into the longboat with the usual "volunteers". As we prepared to cast off from the Ship of Horrors (I'll never be able to think of it as the Endeavor again), I could see Garvyn barking orders and sailors trimming the sails. I watched their movements as long as I could, drawing comfort from the sight of such familiar chores.
Once away from the ship, Rhavin reminded me that I'd once conjectured that each chart in Peregrine's collection might represent a different Ravenloft plane. He wanted to know how many charts we'd covered since boarding. Unfortunately, I couldn't recall a precise number.
"Definitely more than one, though," I responded after giving it some thought. He seemed satisfied with that answer, although he didn't mention why he wanted to know.
The planning continued until we pulled up our oars and started casting the spells needed. I cast water-breathing and protection from cold on Nikita, Ester, Rhavin and Kariya. Even though Rhavin, Ester and Kariya were planning to stay in the boat, we wanted them to be able to get wet in an emergency.
At Kariya's suggestion, one of the sailors tied a frayed rope to the longboat, knotted the other end, and threw it over. The knot was to serve as an indication of the limit to which Nikita could safely descend before the pressure began to take its toll-that is, deeper than one hundred feet.
I tipped over the side and shapeshifted as I hit the water. I paused just long enough for Canliss the Octopus to attach a couple of tentacles and check that Nikita was okay-she'd let out a scream when she got a load of our eight-armed friend. I guess she'd never been to Walleye Pete's when they had fresh octopi.
We dove through the patches of kelp-like, bubbling seaweed swaying gently in the current. Because of the telepathic link Nikita had created before we began our descent, I could hear her describing what she saw to our friends in the longboat. By virtue of that spell, I also found out that she'd been under the impression that an octopus was a kind of crab.
At one hundred feet, I told Nikita not to dive any further. The three of us stuck together, swimming at that level while Nikita had her "locate object" spell going. Silvery fish passed by, darting in and out of the seaweed as we followed Nikita in the direction she'd picked up. Nikita could swim unnaturally fast with the pearl of deep diving, so we covered a great deal of territory. At nearly an hour and a half, Nikita found the body.
"Nikita, you should head up soon," I warned.
She insisted that she wanted to triangulate the position on the body. She managed to lead us to a position directly over Madeleine's remains, and we all encouraged her to began ascending to the surface.
"Great," thought Canliss to Nikita, "go up."
Our friend finally began to swim toward the surface. I was worried about how long she'd pushed it with the cold protection spell. Perhaps I should have pushed her a bit more to head up sooner, but there was nothing to be done about it now. Our telepathic link gradually faded with her ascent, so now Canliss and I could only communicate with gesture.
Now that I had a fix on where the corpse had come to lie, Canliss used a tentacle to shield the light rock somewhat. With the others, he held on and allowed me to ferry him to the ocean floor. At this point, he trusted my echolocation to remain trained on our quarry.
However, Madeleine's bones weren't the only shapes of interest in the water. I could hear two large forms off in the distance. They were closing on us, but I judged that we could still outdistance them if we had to. I hesitated to continue the dive. I didn't feel comfortable inviting combat when only Canliss and I were present, particularly given that Canliss' senses were not adapted for the sea. I'd nearly gotten myself killed with the golden dolphins just off that accursed tropical island, so I didn't like the idea of being the only one in top fighting form down here. The shapes continued to close on us, and I decided to abort the dive.
As I began to ascend, I felt Canliss take one tentacle off my fin, and a tiny glow appeared beneath me. I realized what he'd done moments before it faded into the depth: he'd dropped the light rock! He'd realized that I was breaking off the dive and wanted to mark the spot. However, the rock wouldn't be able to give off so much illumination that we'd save ourselves any spells in locating the site again. Instead, we simply risked losing the one light source we had that worked under water.
Alarmed, I dove after it at top speed, Canliss the Octopus poking and tugging at me frantically to stop all the way. I'd explain later. Below us, I could finally see the large creatures that had come to investigate our presence. They were large, crab-like men...or human-like crabs...and they were fascinated by the light source. They scuttled along the ocean bottom until they had reached the edge of the light from the rock. I was counting on them to be too fearful of it to approach right away, but they'd soon get over that. I swooped down to snatch up the rock in my mouth and bolted for the surface.
At first, the crab-men attempted pursuit, but they were unable to catch us. I thanked Jvelto for allowing me a swift shapeshift animal and kept swimming until at last we reached the longboat. We both shifted back into human form as the sailors helped us into the boat. Our disappointed friends could see immediately that we hadn't recovered so much as a single bone, so I explained what I'd seen. Canliss was strangely quiet, which meant either he was angry with my judgment, or he was up to something. Perhaps both.
Meanwhile, Nikita looked terrible-well, as much as she ever does-with blue lips and gooseflesh despite Kariya and Rhavin's attempts to warm her. Kariya had magically dried and warmed her clothes. Rhavin looked like a man struggling with some anger as he fussed over Nikita. After all, we'd all said it was too dangerous for the paladin, but we'd encouraged Nikita to dive. I guess I couldn't blame him.
We spoke little as the sailors rowed us back to the ship. Tired and disappointed, we each went our own way once on deck. As for me, I knew by the setting sun where I was expected to be.
Peregrine was just finishing up by the time I joined him, so there was little for me to do. I tried to make some conversation and not let on how disappointed I was in the dive. Finally, I got up to perform my one other "duty" for the day.
"The boys in the galley will be expecting me," I said to the handsome navigator. "Do you want to drop by?"
He hesitated. "I-I suppose. I-I don't really d-drink ale."
I rolled my eyes before I remembered Mom telling me that it was an unladylike habit. "Well, just come for the company, then."
He agreed to do that, so we headed to the galley, where the usual sailors were loitering around the barrel. I had to smile to myself at the thought that I was attracting "regulars" just like Barnacle Joe's. I greeted them and cast the spell to create ale. I helped myself to a draft, too, and talked with Peregrine as the drinking party commenced. My friends filed in with some other sailors later.
"Okay!" announced Fish-Boy as he plunked down a barrel in front of Ester. "I got a barrel!"
The barrel was full of seawater and writhing fish. I looked over at Peregrine, whose face faintly registered a look of refined disgust. I supposed he'd seen the act before, but I could hardly leave without cheering Fish-Boy on.
Nikita looked over the top of her mug uncertainly. I was sure she was hoping not to be invited to try Fish-Boy's act. Nearby, Ester was shifting excitedly as she awaited her turn.
Fish-Boy took a deep breath and plunged his head into the water. The sailors looking on began banging their metal cups on the galley table and chanting "Fish-Boy! Fish-Boy!" until he emerged with the tail of a fish in his mouth. Water sprayed all of those around him as he shook his head in victory. I laughed as the men cheered for his accomplishment. They'd love this game back at Barnacle Joe's!...not that I planned to demonstrate.
Ester looked into the barrel to...well...to take aim, I guess.
"Ester! Ester!" the sailors cheered as the giantess gleefully dunked her head into the seawater. After a moment, she pulled her head out with not one fish, but two! She had one by the head and the other by the tail. Fish-Boy looked thunderstruck, his title and status threatened by the large woman.
"Ester!" the men cheered.
"I love you!" Fish-Boy shouted as he threw his arms around Ester. Well, I guess common interests are the basis for most successful relationships, but I had to laugh anyway as he clung to her with the blissful expression of one who has found a soulmate.
While I was chuckling, I caught sight of Canliss backing out of the room. I guess he wasn't taking any chances that Fish-Boy might challenge him. In a different direction, Nikita was trying to pull Rhavin away from the action. Meanwhile, Ulfie jumped up to congratulate a fish-flavored Ester.
"Rhavin!" cried dripping, smiling Ester, "It's your turn!"
"Rhavin! Rhavin!" the sailors now called. The paladin hesitated, looking at Nikita. My Torodinite friend looked frustrated-she'd been so close to making good their escape. Rhavin took a big breath, ran over to the barrel and plunged his head into the water while Nikita looked positively disgusted. The sailors cheered and banged their cups on the tables, calling for more.
Well, I supposed I'd seen enough. I wasn't about to be next, so I turned to Peregrine to ask him to walk me back to my cabin. He was only too happy to leave this scene behind-at least he found me more appealing than a barrel of fish. I guess that's something.
Once we reached the door, I thanked Peregrine, but then, on impulse, I reached up and planted a chaste kiss on his cheek-and dove to close the door behind me before he could issue any kind of rejection. Just as the door closed, I glimpsed the deep blush I had known would come into his handsome face. Palms sweating, I leaned against the door breathlessly listening for a reaction.
I heard his muffled voice say, "Um...um...oooh?"
I thought I heard him walk away, so I opened the door a fraction to check. Jacob was there, fist raised as if about to knock. The ghost was precisely not who I wanted to see, so I shrieked.
The specter seemed stunned for a moment, then he said, "It's not Jacob."
Unable to deal with Jacob under the best of circumstances, I slammed the door shut without another word.


I was to have more visitors that evening. Ester came to my cabin looking for someone with whom to play "go fish". I sighed and let the giantess in. I hoped she had the cards because there was no way I would be able to find a deck in Nikita's mess.
"Jacob stopped by," I said as I closed the door behind her, "but he didn't really say anything."
"Do you have any twos?" she asked, almost before I finished dealing.
Just then, Madeleine's nightly screams commenced. The two of us threw dwown our cards and went off to look for the ghost. Ester seemed to be looking forward to screaming with her. She wasn't on deck, so we went to the hold in search of her.
Naturally, we found Madeleine there, screaming her ghostly little head off as usual. I was more interested to see that a dripping wet Canliss (who doesn't look half bad in soaked black silk) rummaging through the contents of a very full sack just beyond her.
"HI, MADELEINE!" Ester screamed in greeting, but the ghost was staring at Canliss. I didn't think dead people would notice something like a soaking wet member of the opposite sex. But then, I was still new to Ravenloft.
"DID YOU KNOW JACOB COOPER?" the giantess asked. Madeleine ignored her. It seems that only people who are directly in front of the ghosts can hold their attention, so Ester stepped between the screaming woman and Canliss, moving Canliss aside.
"WHAT HAVE YOU GOT, CANLISS?!" Kariya yelled to the mage, who looked like the proverbial cat after a canary luncheon. "WHAT DID YOU DO?!"
Canliss continued arranging the bones in one of the coffins with a self-satisfied expression. "WE CAN SET SAIL AGAIN!"
I looked into the coffin, where an adult skeleton, scraps of a red velvet gown and a shroud clung to some of the bones. Dear stupid Canliss. His recklessness had finally paid off, and we'd never hear the end of it. I couldn't decide whether to hug him or scold him, so I did neither. I just stared.
"HEY MADELEINE!" Ester turned back to the ghost. "DID HE GET ALL OF YOU?!"
Kariya, not one to waste time, stepped up to help Canliss arrange the bones. I stood by, ready to bless the remains. Madeleine simply continued screaming, so I did bless her. Her screaming diminished to merely skull-shaking. At least half an hour passed while Kariya and Canliss worked at ordering Madeleine's remains. The ghost herself screamed the entire time. When Kariya and Canliss finally looked up at me, I cast a blessing on the remains. Madeleine disappeared when I finished the blessing.
"Thank the gods," Kariya said, just loud enough to be heard over the ringing in our ears.
I went on to perform a brief funeral ceremony for completion's sake, although I could scarcely hear myself, thanks to the ringing in my ears, until I was nearly two-thirds done.
"Canliss," Kariya said as I wrapped up my prayer for the dead, "please explain. Just give us the story."
She was tapping her foot impatiently. I looked at Canliss, thinking that Kariya was about to turn him over her knee.
"So, you dove over the side and went down and got it," she said matter-of-factly, prompting him to pick up from there.
"I went down, swam right to it, gathered it up and brought it back," he replied, as if there was nothing more to tell. Really, that was quite a detailed answer by Canliss' standards, so he must have sensed Kariya's ire.
"How did you swim 'right to it'?" she looked bewildered. It was a good question, and Canliss just gave one of those irritating, self-satisfied shrugs I've come to expect.
"And we have it all, do we?" I asked incredulously. I was answered with a nod.
"And those crab-things didn't come back?" Kariya questioned.
Canliss grinned. "I was very quiet."
"Wasn't it dark?"
"I couldn't see a thing."
See what I mean about him being reckless?
Apparently, he'd gone down as a crab, burrowing through the silt to find each bone. He took two hours to gather the remains carefully. Now you know as much about the recovery operation as anyone in the group except the six-fingered madman himself.


We'd adjourned to our cabins. After a brief stroll on deck to take in the night air, I returned to this letter. Kariya stayed behind in the hold to study, and I supposed Canliss was off congratulating himself somewhere-not without reason, of course, but the blow to his odds of developing either humility or caution somewhat colored my appreciation. I grudgingly had to admit to myself that I was glad we could move on.
Some time during the night, a tiny rapping on my cabin door startled me. I opened the door, ready to greet Jacob. Instead, Charlotte lay in a heap on the timbers, her legs at awkward angles and her eyes puffy from crying.
I started to remind myself that dead people don't cry, but then she looked up at me with those wide eyes and sobbed, "Clara!"
That was it. It was too sad. I reached over and picked the child up in spite of the inherent creepiness of the situation. I knew that Charlotte was cold to the touch because I'd seen the way Nikita shivers when she hugs her, but I hadn't expected it to effect me as much as it did. Every part of the girl chilled the skin: brow, hair, even her clothes. I held on to her even as the gooseflesh came-only the second time in my adult life I could claim to have goosebumps (the first, of course, was in the nightmare of Sailor's
End).
"Let's see if we can find your dolly," I soothed. "I'm going to get Kariya, and she can help us look."
I hadn't seen Nikita all night, and I had resolved in my letter to her that I was going to give her more space. I didn't suggest bringing her into this encounter because I didn't want to think about what she was doing.
Kariya's room was unoccupied, so I tried the cargo hold. We've been treating the hold almost like a lounge, so I thought there was a good chance someone would be there. Besides, that's where the child's bed and her doll routinely appear. I found Kariya and Ester, both of whom greeted Charlotte with the familiarity one might give to the neighbor's children...if the neighbor's children weren't dead.
Ester promptly picked her up and tossed the giggling girl.
"Bird?" she asked Ester. Kariya and I both looked at the child's wasted legs and then at each other.
"Careful!" Kariya said.
Meanwhile, Ulfie had taken off. Now that I think about it, he's never around when the ghosts make their appearances. I guess we wouldn't be introducing him to Charlotte, but she seemed not to mind, as Ester deftly tossed and spun the little girl. Ester was ignoring her own goosebumps just as mine were fading away.
The giantess and the child played while Kariya and I searched for Clara, the porcelain doll that someone in our party was called upon to find each night. As usual, it was under the pillow of the bed I knew was moments away from disappearing. Thankfully, the doll was now intact.
"Charlotte, what's polio?" Ester asked innocently while I was busy telling Kariya how I'd found the girl.
Charlotte was perfectly happy to explain, as if one child to another. "It's this sickness thing, and I never get better."
"Sick like coughing?"
Charlotte shook her head, sending her curly red ringlets everywhere. "Legs are sick."
"Oh."
Ester had a puzzled expression. "So, what happens when your legs get sick?"
"Can't play."
"But we're playing."
Charlotte had to giggle as the giantess tossed her again. Even I had to admit that they were quite a picture as playmates. It would have been entirely adorable if I'd just been able to get over the whole deadness thing. Finally, Charlotte began to yawn, and Ester gathered her up to tuck her in.
"Okee-dokee. Time for beddie-bye," Ester crooned.
Once the giantess and the mage got Charlotte tucked in, I started to tell her the creation of thunder story. She listened for a while, but her eyelids soon drooped into full closure. Before I could get up, the scene vanished, as we knew it would.
Yes, Old Man, we're slowly becoming accustomed to sailing on this rotting ship, playing with dead children and sleeping on a schedule that lets us scream conversationally all night. What else will we have to admit into our routine? And for how long? For now, we are just as trapped as any of the other souls aboard, living or dead.

May Jvelto cause our troubles to be blown away,

Jven




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